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Name: L i n d s e y
Birthday: 11/21/1985
Interests: I like Jesus. Coffee....mmm the delight. DRAMA. Serving my Lord and Savior. He fulfills me. DRAMA. Guitar playing. Coffee shops. DRAMA. ATF! DRAMA. I like people. People are fun. Rest in the spirit.
Expertise: Personality
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Media
Message: message me
Member Since:
3/29/2004
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| God help. I feel trapped. Trapped by an inner desire to press into the Lord with everything inside of me but have not a single known outlet.
Where do I go? What do I do?
I feel like I am about to explode but don't have any room to allow the contents to spread. I feel if I hold it in any longer I might die and never feel again.
What do I do?
I am being choked by society, entertainment, selfish desire, fear of man, and the opinion of man. Oh that I could just run and never look back.
Have NO CONCERN for the world and fly on the wings of indignity.
DANCE LIKE DAVID!!! Where DO I RUN!!!????
LOVE WAS CRUCIFIED FOR ME!!
Oh God I LOVE YOU! OH God please hold me. Draw near to me for I am sick with love!!! Sick with desire for your presence but there is no place to run to show you my love. I need out of my house. I need out of this PLACE!!! People are counting on me to be the strong one, to minister and they need me right now. I HAVE NOTHING LEFT OF ME LORD. I AM NOT THE RIGHT ONE FOR THE TASK.
PLease help Lord. I need your guidance. I need your fulfillment. I have a fear that no matter how hard I seek you, you won't find pleasure in me and won't draw near because I didn't press in enough. PLEASE....KNOW That I NEED YOU!!! Oh that I could please you. Oh that I might have a willing spirit. Oh God, draw me to yourself. By your kindness and mercy, fulfill me. Let my cup run over oh God, with the washing of your word. Let your word come alive to me. Please, hear my cry. I want communion with your spirit!!! How could this be any stronger!!!??? Oh God, by your love, draw me in.
I have been praying so hard that you would give me a greater thirst for more. Thank you for answering me and continue to draw me. Help me to channel this passion and direct it for your greater purpose. Help me to intercede for the heart of God. Show me your heart. I need you. Thank you for your eternal love and redemption.
It is my breath. | | |
| The TRUE worshipper does not seek the miracles of God. The TRUE worshipper seeks the face of God. | | |
| Announcement time!!!! Ok...I'm done trying to plan my own life. Well, we do have to make plans, but most of the time, when you are living for God. He will not let you make plans on your own. For the past few months, I have been trying to plan my own life...it hasn't worked. When I finally let go...God opened up some doors. I'm going back on the road once again. Here I come ATF!!! Crazy huh? NEVER thought this would happen. I wouldn't have chosen it but God did. See ya all there TEEN MANIA FRIENDS! | | |
| I miss honor academy men. They are so honorable and trustworthy. | | |
| Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as braided hair and the wearing of gold jewely and find clothes. Instead, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth is God's sight.
How beautiful you are, my darling! Oh how beautiful.
Women who struggle with feeling beautiful,
Remember that beauty comes from who you are and not from appearance. Lies are all around you telling that you need to be this way but emptiness is all you will find if you continue to seek after this. Don't listen TO THEM!! Find freedom in the truth and take every thought captive that comes to steal your beauty and joy.
I struggled with it for years and finally found freedom like never before. Hear the truth, women!
To the women who struggle with cutting and are consumed with the image of their bodies.
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